|Posted on May 16, 2019 at 6:05 PM|
During our Winter hibernation our inner world went through a deep transformation. And as we come into Spring we are seeing the effects of this transformation. We seem to be done. Tired, exhausted, and depleted in some area of our life. It's different for everyone, but I see it everywhere, including in myself. We have been learning how to draw boundaries for years, and it is finally here, that point of no return for whatever has not shifted along with us in our life. We are no longer willing to sacrifice our well-being for the good of others. Even and especially for those we love. Why? Because first, we see it's just not sustainable, and if we go down, the whole ship goes down. And secondly, it is tied into some belief we had ingrained in us about this is how we are supposed to be and do life. And that belief is what has to be done.
It is not about the other people. It is about something inside of us that we have been denying for far too long. It made us devalue ourselves, play smaller than we wanted to, and frankly, just drains us. And you know what it is.
I can tell you this is simple, it will look obvious, you will wonder why you made it so hard, did it for so long, allowed yourself to suffer so much. Such is the nature of a false belief. It feels so real you will resist changing it/letting go/surrendering it, with all you have.
But this winter, something changed. Something has ended. As I have been saying in the astrology and energy updates for months, with all those full moons at 0 degrees, 5 in a row, followed by the last Full Moon in Libra at 29 degrees (the last degree, the last train), it brought endings. The old is dying away. It has to go to make room for more Light. The Light won't support the old. You are the Light. We are the Love. And we've just had a reality check on that. Meaning in order for us to love others, to be present, to do good, we have to love ourselves first. And love is synonymous with value, matter, care for. This is the awakening. This is the shift that needs to happen. Aren't you so done?
To move forward we have to live differently. More on our terms. More in alignment with what is good for us. And more fully who we came here to be. It doesn't matter how that shows up. Whatever it looks like for you. All that matters is that we live like we matter. That's the first step. Anything less than that, we are done with.
What would you do differently if you were the priority in your life?
What would your future self ask you to do today?
If you too are experiencing this, hit reply right now,because I'd love to know!